Awesome awards recieved and such lovely comments i'm feeling really loved on here haha! But my mind is feeling really mixed up at the moment and i'm having a hard time in my personal life...i haven't written about this before because i try not to think about it but tomorrow i'm off to have an MRI scan on a lump i have and its really getting me down..i've had this lump for nearly three years and this last year it has grown and it became apparent that it needed sorting. The pain has become really awful i'm on tablets that have stopped my other parts of my woman hood from happening and to be honest shake me and i'd rattle haha!! My consultant is worried that the lump is connected to my main nerve in my leg, apparently this can happen often that lumps can grow out of the skin of the nerve but this is my main nerve and its really now sinking in that i could be in for a rough ride....Now i know i need to think positive and cheer up i've slapped myself many a time for getting so worried when nothing is set in concrete yet but i've been having horrid dreams about losing the kids and its torn me down and i feel i can't speak to anyone cause they'll just think i'm silly. So my tempere has been showing and i hate that..will let you all know how i get on...
SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TOOOOOO!!!!
HOLIDAY WEEK TODAY!!! Least i can take my mind off my troubles when i have so much to get sorted. Kids are super excited and to tell the truth i'm the worst haha i can't wait!!!! Hope you are all well. Take care and have a great day!! Hugs Laura xoxox